STABLE MABEL!!
Hello friends! Hope you’re having the best summer, soaking it all in. I’ve been trying to do just that. It’s been amazing to be feeling so good, I feel so normal. It’s amazing how that happens when the chemo leaves your body. Yesterday I had a PT scan to see how things were looking. For days leading up to it I was so irritable and grouchy. I hate that I get like this but the anxiety I feel before a scan is almost too much to handle. “Scanxiety” is what a lot of people call it. The night before the scan my emotions got the best of me. I was just so sad and scared. I wonder if this feeling will ever go away each time I go in for a scan? I believe this is the 5th scan I’ve had since January…but I felt the most anxious about this one so far. Or maybe I’m just forgetting the other times?! This morning I met with my oncologist. I felt much more calm and collected and I know it was because of the prayers being said on my behalf. They brought a peace to my soul. Thank you friends. Then Dr